Hi i’m just wonder if anyone has any words of encouragement, this has been a very bad year for me so here goes i had it all a great job great life and then was diagnosed with chronic pain was put on painkillers by gp, things at work were very difficult i was given a promotion loved it too start with but suddenly i was left with things and my mental health spiraled out of control i ended up self medicating which then moved to me loosing my job, i have also been diagnosed with epilepsy, i lost trust in my relationship as i have put a finacial strain on it , i lost all friends and have no one now apart from family, i feel there is not a lot left at times im very lonely and struggle to talk to my family especially my partner who i have been with 25 years im unsure if he truly wants the relationship he says he does my gut feeling is he doesn’t so do i walk away, i have a lot of emotional issues i need to deal with about my past and loosing my parents, In all
this i have two amazing sons but that doesnt help with my intruding thoughts………where do i go, i feel so lost🥹🥹