Wave your snorkel in the air like you just don't care!

[serialtester]

Open.

Lost, say something wise!

[kineticmagnetic]

I'm so ducked up from the ex that I need this. It will just be once.

[ZiggertyZaggerty]

Cancel Kinetic. Get some wine... it'll be much better and feel much better. DO IT!!!!

[ZiggertyZaggerty]

Ex doesn't deserve you fucking up a years hard work... you are WOMAN!

[Inarightpickleandchutney]

Quick text kinetic:
Really sorry need to cancel, family emergency.

He probably won't be arsed, was tick anyway so not like cash in hand

We are all behind you x

[GotToGetMyFingerOut]

Kinetic, one year you have done this for?! You said not being on it makes you feel better and has likely helped get your meds halfed by the psychiatrist, do you not feel proud that you have achieved that? Do you want to allow yourself to do this one night and then end up on a slippery slope and end up back where you were? I know im being harsh but come on you have done a YEAR already.

We Would all love to be a year down the line like you are, that's what we are all aiming for and you have been strong enough and got there!!!. Please please text and back out! Don't throw it all away!

[Inarightpickleandchutney]

It honestly isn't as big a deal as it is in your head.

He won't be pissed, he'll just be relieved he doesn't have to make two trips one for drop and one for cash

[ILostItInTheEarlyNineties]

Zig try to take a minute if the buzz is stressing you out. Slow your breathing down by forcing yourself to take 10 deep breaths slowly in and out, counting each breath. That will slow your heart rate.
(an old tip from my druggie days ) ..and stay away from FB

See, Kinetic it's not as good as you remember!

[kineticmagnetic]

Tried to call, no answer

[ZiggertyZaggerty]

Listen to Pickle...

[kineticmagnetic]

Keeping calling

[kineticmagnetic]

Know they don't do texts

[ILostItInTheEarlyNineties]

Don't answer the door maybe? How big is this big boss?

[GotToGetMyFingerOut]

Good girl you don't need it! You are strong and independent and you are showing your daughter a great example of how to be an amazing woman! You can have a lovely weekend together!

[kineticmagnetic]

They know me and my address, no ignoring, I know them socially as well as as dealers

[kineticmagnetic]

I've arranged and ordered, they will deliver now

[GotToGetMyFingerOut]

Well they will understand you cancelling then and will know how long you have been off it.

[Inarightpickleandchutney]

Hit redial and be annoying.

Just make out you've had no notice yourself, completely unavoidable family emergency, kid being sick, gutted no partying for you, send a text as well even if no reply.

It's
Not as bad as you think my lovely

[ZiggertyZaggerty]

If coke was so good I'd be enjoying myself with oh (and ds - but don't really feel happy enjoying time with ds whilst wired) in fact I'd never admit to doing it whilst ds was awake to anyone else but you guys. Yet I'm here talking to you lot. I really wish I'd just be merrily pissed. Kinetic x

[Inarightpickleandchutney]

Send a text in any case.

Even if no reply.

Honestly it's fine, you can completely cancel with no ill effects

[kineticmagnetic]

Socially, not friendly, they are still dealers and want me to buy drugs.

[ILostItInTheEarlyNineties]

Kinetic try not to panic, just think it through clearly. Pickle has made some good suggestions x

Hug for ((Zig)) I get that about being wired around your dc, it's wrapped up with all sorts of guilt and stuff. I understand it.

[GotToGetMyFingerOut]

I'm away to watch a film. Kinetic if you do take it tonight just be wary as your tolerance will be way, way down. Much smaller lined and more spaced out than you use to so you don't risk overdosing.

[Inarightpickleandchutney]

Lots of love kinetic and zig, I'm in full pyjamarating mode but often wake up in middle of the night so I may be available for ranting purposes x

[ILostItInTheEarlyNineties]

Well done those pyjamarites still surfing
All this drama has kept me occupied in any case
Love you lot, faulty switches and all x

[ZiggertyZaggerty]

Got - yes good thinking about Kinetics tolerance . Please take it easy Kinetic. Thanks for your understanding other surfers x