Cold turkey- help me when I'm tempted

[rainbowdash17]

I'm about to go cold turkey from cocaine.
It's time to! Definitely
My weak points are when I'm tempted to buy some (usually evenings)

Can I message on here when I'm tempted for a pep talk on why I shouldn't & reassurance that it's ok?
I think it would really help me

Do you reckon we can do this?

Buzzed off your tits at a family reunion, putting some deep base house music on and busting some moves while dh starts swigging from a whisky bottle and chain smoking . I'm finding this v. hilarious.

flat that's rather depressing, I'm basically brain damaged. That explains my space cadet tendencies. I find something really funny and everyone else is . What is this NAC? Is it expensive?

serial you're watching Trainspotting?
Just don't do a Spud on us tonight.

Got it would get us some free gear in, cleaning would chop it up on her smooth very clean, granite, Lostit would be handing out the fags, me the whisky and serial would be wondering around in her fluffy dressing gown, practising her daily fail sad face!

Whilst chatting shit like Spud!

We'd trash cleanings house and she could spend all the next day hoovering and decluttering to her heart's content.

With my Wonder Woman cape on

My dh cousin has been messaging trying to get him to go round and won't take no for an answer. Dh said na got plans tomorrow. He replied looking forward to seeing you. Dh replied na going to give it a miss. He replied just making dinner, having a drink won't be a late one. Dh replied na not tonight got plans tomorrow morning and he has since replied twice more. I think he's just really lonely but can't risk going there as we both know what will happen.

I'm now bored and thinking should I go get a bottle of wine.

Cleaning Iv been to many family parties when we have been sneaking away along with my siblings and all my cousins etc to the toilet. I didn't know that last year at my dads Xmas party all my cousins were on mdma!

I hope Cleaning has a nice bath - I'm spending my comedown in there!

Did you just think your cousins were just really really happy, Got?

Sounds like a good swerve tonight. Nothing wrong with a bit of wine and tele. Dh's cousin is certainly persistent.

I will take myself off home early to finish my secret stash on my own.

Gotit your town sounds like cocaine hell heaven. Stick to your guns and get an early night. What are your plans tomorrow, keep focused on them.

Have found a quiet spot to sit and snuggle quietly with dh away from any annoying cunts drama

Not seriously contemplating gear. But enjoying the fantasy talk lol. Smoking helps.

And yy, nice big bath for anyone who wants a soak

Cleaning, snuggling is nice! Can't wait to try your bath!

I thought you were man overboard for a minute cleaning

I think we're all still on the raft? serial When I have it bad I just get through each hour, so I say I'll see how I feel in an hour and then the craving usually passes a bit

Maybe we've cracked it, we can take coke virtually and have imaginary parties instead.

Haha flat I know loads of folk that do that say they are going home as it's all finished and then the next time you see them they slip up and admit they went home and took the rest of their 'secret' stuff. My dh will put lines out, say four. I will be chatting away and he will take one. Then go take another and ask me ignore I want one and I'm still rabbiting on and then when I go to take one there will be none left.

Ilostit, because it was in my dads and all our parents and grandparents were there they were all hiding it well. Only thing I thought was weird was one cousin I hadnt spoke to much in years following me around and even into the toilet and touching my hair and stuff 😂

I feel a lot better now. The craving has died down. Virtual coke obviously works! I was literally crawling the walls an hour ago.

I'm still sitting pretty on the raft With dh next to me too lol.

Can you imagine 3 times in a week since joining the thread? That thought alone is enough to stop me. Got to be stronger.

And no Got, I really don't think that there's any monkey business going on at this super conservative Saturday night shame. But if one more person gets on my tits I've told dh that I'm going to ask if they know any coke dealers just for a mother fucking laugh. I'm so twisted

God how embarrassing, I always have a secret stash if we have people round to hog to myself when they've gone home

serial I feel for you. I hate it when I get like that. I literally can't concentrate on anything or relax. Hope it passes soon.
(Has everyone left the virtual party? You can have some of my secret stash I didn't share )

You make me laugh cleaning

Just clear your throat in a quiet moment and politely ask the assembled family if anyone is carrying cocaine on their person or has any connections with the drug dealing underworld as you wish to get the party started.

Cocaine on their person I love that!!! Dh's mate just texted. He is weirdly in the area, well not far, and has stuff. Dh has said no thanks and switched off his phone

For now..... aaaaaaaaarggggggghhhhhhhh

My 8 yr old just asked if we are going crabbing tomorrow. I honestly thought she asked if we are going clubbing tomorrow!! (All this talk of MDMA is taking me back to my Trainspotting days, when we ruled the world!)

Cleaning your husband is a superstar! Well
Done both of you

Lost you are very funny

8 yr old: mum can we go crabbing tomorrow?
Flat: No sweetheart, I didn't pack my glow sticks and your dad is a terrible dancer.
8 yr old:

Lost, I did a belly laugh!!

How the fuck did you know DH is a terrible dancer??

You ARE fucking psychic!!!