As the title says, really.
I haven't worn makeup in years because I could never afford decent makeup, and I could never get to grips with it so I would start and then give up, start and then give up again.
Now I'm back at starting again and while I was in the makeup isle at the supermarket, I felt so out of place. I know I have low self-esteem and I said to my DH that I felt like a clown while looking for the right foundation for my skin tone. He reassured me that I'm not a clown. But anyway, I have a pale complexion, not quite pale enough for porcelain, so I went with something called 'Classic Ivory' from Rimmel Match Perfection. It seems that any foundation with 'ivory' in the name is my skintone.
I guess what I'm trying to ask is, am I doing this right? I just want to feel like a normal woman. I don't consider myself pretty by any stretch of the imagination. I want to try to look good instead of blotchy and plain.
I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense. The Sunday night blues aren't helping.