I've got a voucher I want to use on a lipstick. A perfect pinky nude. Mehr is too dark, Velvet Teddy too brown, Please Me too pink. Would prefer matte to a gloss. I'm fair skinned and dirty blonde hair. And in my 40s. Anyone got any recs? Am I searching for something that doesn't exist? I'm going to go in and have a look but aways feel a bit intimated so would be good to go in with some suggestions