Really need your research help

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I have fallen in love with two tops and I cannot find either one.

1. Pale blue, halter strap, loose cotton. Looks comfy and chic. Closest I an find is H&M but that one has frills that I don't like.

1. Same cotton halter, loose, but peachy pink and embroidered simply. I love the look of both and they suit my mammoth wide shoulders whilst staying feminine. Help!

If you know exactly what you want perhaps consider having them made.