My "natural" hair is white, it was low lighted 3 shades of blond, light, mid, and dark which looked light brown to me, did my hair today with l 0;real cream excellence natural ash blond, 8.1,looks NOTHING like the pack, wanted a light ash or beige shade, no gold. At a pinch you could say its very dark ash, to me it looks mid brown, I hate it, its so dark (my natural colour before white was very light brown/blond a a child. I cannot afford a hairdresser, which is why I coloured it myself, what do I do.