Help- do I buy these or not?

[Racheyg]

Evening all,

I'm in love with these trainers. But it's Christmas coming up and should be spending the money on the kids and stuff but I can't help myself.

What do I do?
https://www.brandboudoir.com/women-c1/ash-footwear-majestic-silver-star-trainer-p4033/s24358?utmsource=google&utmmmedium=cpc&utmterm=ash-footwear-majestic-silver-star-trainer-colour-seta-silver-size-36-colour-seta-silver-size-36&utmmcampaign=product%2Blisting%2Bads&gclid=EAIaIQobChMIk5rHso7T1wIViBbTCh27swUkEAQYBSABEgIQyfD_BwE

I like them but I think you could get nicer for about the #80-90 mark

Are they gone in all sizes except 36?

I've just found them on office in size 5 for £95.00 with 20% discount.

They say they come up big which I'm worried about as I'm a 4.5

Jinkies, they are hideous.

-sorry-

They're a bit 'children's entertainer'.

Ash do generally come up very big. I take a size down.

If you love them, have them! (I’m a terrible enabler)

Couldn't you get something similar in the clearance section of TK Max?

Oh God. Not. They're clown shoes.