It's been 4 hours and 21 minutes and I feel bloody awful .
I would normally smoke between 15-20 roll ups a day and today I had 2 all day up until 5pm. I then decided to do just do it and try to stop.
My throat is actually hurting and I KNOW that a bloody fag would make it feel better.
I purposely told ds (5) that I will be trying very hard to stop smoking cigarettes, mainly to give me more incentive to knock it on the head, but I've lost every bit of positivity and I want to run to the shop and get some.
HELP!!