DP and I have been together for 4 years. We have similarly aged children (10-14) and we are now planning to live together.
Firstly DP is absolutely wonderful- he is so much more amazing than anyone I ever dreamed about meeting. I'm pretty sure our relationship will stay rock solid whatever happens.
We've talked loosely about living together for a long time, but with 4 children at 4 different schools it didn't look likely in the short term.
We've now got the chance to move in together in time for the new school year in September.
I'm having massively cold feet about it, and I'm really close to cancelling the whole thing.
I don't want to self sabotage. DP is amazing and so supportive. The thought of living as a happy family is something I've dreamed about. Our kids get on great and really like each other. My kids like DP and his kids like me. We parent the same way and have the same values. It couldn't be better really.
I have lived as a single mum for 9 years, and I'm used to feeling lonely a lot of the time. I now have the opportunity for a wonderful family life and loving support.
The move would involve DP and his 2 dc moving into my house.
I was planning a big talk with him about his older son with ADHD about how we manage that to reduce the impact on the rest of us. Then had a bit of a worry that I don't think this boy will ever move out - and I'll be living with him in my home for ever.
I then started emailing my lawyer about a legal agreement, and had to slam shut the computer. Having had so many legal agreements and court orders with my ex - I cannot bear to involve lawyers again in my private life.
In a way if we were getting married I wouldn't think twice about all of this - apart from the fact that I can't bear the thought of having a legal agreement (in this case marriage) ruling my life.
I know it sounds like I have a lot of issues- I just want to weigh up not cutting myself off from happiness unnecessarily versus keeping my space and my children safe.
What do you think?
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houseandgardenias · 18/05/2023 16:12
houseandgardenias · 18/05/2023 17:04
Thanks @billy1966 I'm reading through that thread now- very eye opening!!
Boomboom22 · 18/05/2023 18:40
Do it op. You love him, all the kids are happy, he cooks and cleans whilst at home. But do get a legal agreement just in case.
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SquidwardBound · 18/05/2023 19:46
I think this might be the thread @billy1966 is talking about: https://www.mumsnet.com/talk/stepparenting/4081832-Move-from-blended-living-to-living-apart-together
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