Hello all, not been around as blooming wireless keeps playing up! Knackered today as dd was up virtually all night with a cough, everytime she drifted off she woke herself up coughing. ARGH! dss coming tomorrow and not looking forward to it, no particular reason, I'm behaving like a spoilt brat really. 
Just having a really low day, ex dh seems to be everywhere I turn, meaning that I'm avoiding seeing people I've known all my life as its just too much hassle and too bloody wierd bumping into him. So have decided, finally, to walk away and let him get on with it. Lifes too short isn't it? Also think dh doesn't need it! Feel let down by people though who I feel should have told him to move on by now. Sorry for whinging.