OMG....OMG....OMG.....NO!!!!!!
When J was a toddler I refused to let him have his MMR because I was unsure about it...to cut a long story short...he suffered with repetitive ear infections and a really nasty ezema type rash....GP prescribed Augmentin.Ear infections and tummy trobles lead the GP to refer J for lactose intollerance testing....this came back positive....so J has been lactose free since age 2.
(The ear infections have never cleared up....glue ear...grommets....still infections....next stop washing his sinuses out...but he reacts badly to GA's so I have put this off.)
J had a particulary bad ear infection when he was 2yrs and 7 months and I took hime to see the GP. Whilst getting yet another prescription for his Augmentin the GP convinced me to let J have his MMR......
That night J was rushed into hospital with a raging temp. He was delirious and convulsing. The hospital told us that it was either a reaction to the MMR or his ear infection...or both!!!
He was put on an IV drip of Augmentin for 3 days....
Within days of J coming home we noticed he was very withdrawn and not the happy little chap he been...within 3 weeks J had stopped talking and was developing some very bizzare behaviours.
Within 2 months of J having his MMR he was refferred to the SALT dept for assessments......and 7 years later we are still waiting for a DISCO assessment for ASD....
Hubby and I, along with several family members have always said that the day J had his MMR was the day we lost him....
Like you Jimjams, we have watched videos of J when he was younger. His 2nd Birthday video shows a happy babbling toddler laughing and playing with his friends. We had a magician and J was so excited. He was dressed in a Woody costume and was soooo happy......where's my baby gone?....I miss him sooooo much....
OH GOD I'm crying now....lack of sleep again...sorry.