oh fuck... school observations

[redwhiteandblueeyedsusan]

if he behaves well at school... they are going to think it is all in my mind and I am the bad parent... and therefore a bad teacher too and can't escape back to work right?

the tantrums, screaming, biting, running away, hitting, spitting are all going to be my fault...

well, the salt is going in on tuesday. (get the s and tissues ready. I am petrified. )

I shall be chanting "subtle behaviours" to myself

it does not help that their dad thinks there is nothing wrong. i asked him if he had noticed anything after he got grumpy that I filled his cars form in, without reference to him, as it had to be got in in a really short time.