When do I get to have a meltdown????

[WilsonFrickett]

Work - crap (and as a freelancer, no-one around to pull me up by my bootstraps, either in terms of my work or attitude)
House we're buying - 99% that it's fallen through and with it the wonderful new school for DS
Have had a headache for 3 days and woke up this morning with a burst blood vessel in my eye. Very attractive.
Study - now 2 weeks behind, as we're only 5 weeks into the course I'm viewing this as an accomplishment.
DS - spikey and has been on amber 3 times in one week, so clearly something is brewing.
And we have our first proper ABA session on Saturday and I just know she is going to turn round and say 'DS is fine. It's you. You've been doing it wrong.

And I'm trying so hard not to and not to eat bad food and I just want to get drunk with a pizza....

AND it's dark at 530 I fecking hate this country.

And and and and and

Keep going... It very therapeutic! ;)

Keep going girl, sometimes my life feels like one of those jugglers in a circus with multiple and various objects spinning in the air whilst dancing on a wire. Then some fucker offstage throws a brick and it all falls to pieces. Sometimes I could just scream and jump up and down and throw things and swear loudly. I can't do it, but sometimes I think it in block capitals with extra %@**$%

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Get slightly tipsy with a pizza, I find if I get drunk when theings are bad, it just makes life trickier.
DS? Mine was volcanic in school, being on amber was a good week. How old is yours?

'And we have our first proper ABA session on Saturday and I just know she is going to turn round and say 'DS is fine. It's you. You've been doing it wrong.'

Then you give her a prod with a pointy object and ask her to rethink her attitude.

Mines been from amber to extreme nuclear fallout twice this school week already

have your pizza and two glasses should do to get you to the calming stage, then get the chocolate out!

Failing that just walk outside, find a field, get to the middle and screaaaaaaaam..........then go to the pub

He's 6 River but usually very good in school. It's not the amber itself but I can sense he's winding up to something - he's had a couple of meltdowns at home as well as a very long crying jag yesterday.

I was very good and had a healthy tea with DH and ate a bunch of grapes - did you know you could eat them before they get turned into wine???? [astonished emoticon]