It's 4am, and my 1 year old is proper awake. I can't get her back to sleep. I breastfeed, and she'd happily just breastfeed for an hour now. I'm so exhausted. She's been sleeping terribly anyway, and I've been up a 530am a lot. But now the bloody clocks have gone back, and it's 4am. I just wanted to complain to somebody. Maybe there's another parent out there also up and miserable that it's 4am? We have to keep on a brave, happy face for our littles, but it is so hard!