so I'm sitting here with a brew and watching Jeremy kyle..... been up since the 3.30 feed had to admit defeat and get up at 5. what the hell is wrong with me???
every night I cant go back to sleep after the 3.30 feed and I lay awake thinking abut EVERYTHING!!! its making me feel so ill!!
I know i wont get any sleep today because the baby doesn't do naps longer than 20 mins so today is going to be a long ass day!!