It is actually terribly hard

[hobbgoblin]

...to realise that you have loved a total arse of a being and to then grieve the loss of that love alongside the inevitable humiliation of feeling such a fool.

Grief and humiliation make no better bed partners than the two of you.

Yes it is. I'm still grieving my most recent ex (Dd's father) and that has been over since Nov 08. I still dream of him and wake up sobbing my heart out. I know it will get better, but that does not take away the pain and yes, the humiliation, no matter what the cause.
I was humiliated because my 4 year relationship was being shadowed by another woman that he was taking on luxury holidays etc and he chose her over me and Dd. Also, she was a complete moose!
Oh yes! I felt ~ no! I feel a fool, but it will go...eventually.

Chin up!

Oh solo that is sad. Waking up can be quite awful.

I'm looking at wallpaper. I figure if I wallpaper my bedroom I have to stay in this house. Having never wallpapered before it would some feat to achieve this.

Plus, it will make for a fantastic future shag den. Not that I am thinking of that of course so early in proceedings. I am really you bastard exp

When another ex decided to play away, I too did up my bedroom; it was very therapeutic.

I must go to bed, I'll check in with you tomorrow. Try to sleep well and feel free to email me if you want to or facebook Willow Grace...picture of a blanket on profile pic. Night.

Am thinking this as I only need 1 roll

oooh! that's different! well, enjoy it

its the wasted years that gets me!! 12 years on him...

i like the wallpaper!!!