First let me say that I never ever thought that I would be writing this. I have always taken my marriage vows incredibly seriously, but I need the strength and willpower to do what I know is right.
I?m 38, married to DH for 9 years now, 2 children and life is good if a little?..staid.
DH was out with the kids at his parents at the weekend. They live a long way away up North. Out of sheer boredom, I logged onto a chatroom. I haven?t done that for years, not since before DH and I got together. God knows why I did, I wish I hadn?t. Before I knew it I was having some conversations which got pretty steamy and very quickly too. I ended up talking to one man in particular, who said that he lived less than 20 miles from me. I am ashamed to admit that I ended up sending some photos and we ended up talking on the phone. The whole thing was such an adrenalin rush and our phone call was very, very erotic. Even writing this, I can see how sad it looks. I can?t believe I did this. Have been feeling really guilty adn if im honest a bit dirty all week.
Despite that i want to speak to him again. Can't think straight.