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Is anyone else NOT close to their parents?

107 replies

outofmydeppth · 27/06/2005 13:34

I'm not very close to my parents and seem to be the only this applies to amongst my friends. I sometimes get upset by it & would like to hear from others in the same boat as me. No "my mum is my best friend" messages please!!!

OP posts:
Nightynight · 27/06/2005 15:22

outofmydepth
my mum is a control freak and my father is just plain mean.

Im not close to them either!

jambo1707 · 27/06/2005 15:50

ME!!!!!!!

My mum is an evil wicked woman, she even sent me a sympathy card the day before I got married, I have had to get an interdict out against her and my cow of a sister.

I speak to my brother and my other sister, Step dad*(who I call dad) is stuck in the middle but I feel if he just got HER(the so called mother) told it could have ended a long time ago.
Dont speak with my biological father either did do from 2001-2004 just after I had my babies, he took the huff as he felt I was pushing him aside, ffs my babies were born at 29 wks and struggling do you think i had time for anyone else!!!!!!

lou33 · 27/06/2005 15:52

i was v close to my mum until she died, buthavent seen my dad for almost 30 years, v unpleasant man

merryberry · 27/06/2005 15:58

I do love them both but my mum left us when I was 9 and I'm still so used to doing without her I'm finding her coming over all motherly now I'm due baby next Monday a bit overwhelming...

And my dad is sooooo damn highpowered I just get pathetically grateful for any attention, then sadly disappointed time and again when he misses milestones or undervalues them!

thank gawd I learnt to make best friends of my friends instad:-)

coppertop · 27/06/2005 16:12

When my dad died last year I hadn't seen him in over 25 years. I'm not close to my mum at all and know that I will never be one of her favourites. I don't get invited to family occasions but my brothers and sisters do. I don't get any support with ds1 and ds2 (both autistic) but my mum happily babysits for my sister. My mum has also gone for long periods without talking to me at all - sometimes years.

I have friends who are very close to their parents and sometimes envy them. However, the same friends confess that while they have a good relationship it can also be a bit suffocating at times.

berolina · 27/06/2005 16:45

My parents have rigorously cut me off because they don't like (the idea of! - they've always refused to meet him) dh. This was 5 years ago now, after a great deal of very heavy emotional and financial blackmail.
It's sort of overprotectiveness/possessiveness gone horribly mad - they have very strong ideas indeed of what they want for me and don't consider me capable of running my own life.
They don't even want to know their new grandson - I can cope with them cutting me and dh off, although it's hard, but it's so not fair on ds.

berolina · 27/06/2005 16:46

P.S. There is nothing wrong with dh - except he's not middle class, he was a student when we married, and he's foreign.

berolina · 27/06/2005 16:48

(That's my parents' perspective btw!!)
The whole thing was and is like something out of a bad 'never-darken-my-door-again' film - it would be funny if it wasn't s .

mogwai · 27/06/2005 16:48

whoa jambo, the sympathy card is way too evil!

My mother is a selfish woman with an emotional age somewhere about 14. Like Helliebean, she doesn't remain interested in kids beyond about 8/9 years old (they aren't "cute" anymore). I have a much younger sister of 18, who is also emotionally stunted to about the 14 year level, so the two of them make an excellent pair. My mum irritates the hell out of me. Can't relate to her but love the analogy of "Cuckoo in the nest" used previously.

My mother refuses to acknowledge any emotional neglect, tries to deflect the blame to anyone else she can think of. As a last resort, she will deflect the blame to me, by saying "What are you saying? That I'm a bad mother?" (tears, tears, boo hoo). She's worse when she has a man in her life as becomes much more arrogant and likely to fall out with me. When she's on her own again she wants to be friends.

I'm overdue for my first baby. She really wants to be involved and has said "I want to be as close to you as I am to your sister". She misses the point - she didn't give my sister years of emotional abuse and, more importantly, we have absolutely nothing in common and I can't stand spending time with her! I'm afraid she isn't going to spend time with her grandchild on an unsupervised basis because I just don't trust her, and I can't have her too involved in our lives because she is too unpredictable.

I also wish things were different, but at least we have learned things from our experiences that (probably) make us better parents and better people. The real challenge is not only to make sure it doesn't happen with your own children, but to make sure they don't find out the true extent of your feelings towards your own parents until they are old enough to understand

ChaCha · 27/06/2005 17:04

Geeeeesh Mogwai, very well said!!!!
This thread was the one that actually got me started on my own. Some interesting replies.

chenin · 27/06/2005 17:17

At least, mogawai, you were brave enough to confront her! I just went along with everything, seething with resentment, touchy, hurt, upset but both parents thought we were so close, and when they got old, it was too old and I just didn't want to hurt them.
I then nursed my mother through cancer and am now somewhat bitter and resentful of 'what might have been.' I feel cowardly I never told them how I felt but it was too deep rooted and painful to broach. So hats off to you for confronting yours.
I just withdrew my dds, husband and myself into our own universe and put up a lot of barriers!

chenin · 27/06/2005 17:20

I mean
when they got old, it was too late!

sorrel · 27/06/2005 17:24

can't really stand my mum- we are totally different and she has never really 'got ' me. She has even told me that she made a mistake about having me and has never felt very maternal. Strangely this is not the case with my younger sister. Do get on great with my Dad tho'. Better than she does mostly..

mogwai · 27/06/2005 17:25

oh helliebean -it was the putting up barriers that ended with me confronting her, so I know how you feel.

She sent me a text message out of the blue last year accusing me of "putting up barriers". A bit rich considering the barriers have always been necessary to protect myself! Probably wouldn't have confronted her otherwise, but ended up writing her a letter and she actually wrote me a reply

I can understand why you didn't want to confront them. You are a big and brave person for maintaining a civilised relationship with them, you are much bigger than they ever were to you, by the sound of your story

mogwai · 27/06/2005 17:26

yeah sorrel, I hear that one! "I should have had you aborted" shuted across the kitchen when I was fifteen.

Nice.

I'm glad my mum doesn't "get" me - it means we are totally dissimilar

sorrel · 27/06/2005 17:32

well, our relationship is very civilised but if i'm honest i try to avoid spending time with her. I can't stand waiting for the next negative comment to spill out of her mouth. She just can't help herself. it is only recently that my sister who was in denial for 30years about her treating us differently, has noticed how she chips away at me and how i do things.She is so wearing.hate most of all the deep sigh when she 'HAS to look after our dd' She sees it as a trial rather than a joy.

chenin · 27/06/2005 17:32

You understand what I mean exactly but I don't consider myself big or brave unfortunately! Just cowardly! Its not a very nice legacy to be left with and I suppose I will get it out of my system at some point in my life if it is possible!

Always fancied writing a letter to my mother but the notepad was never big enough! And now its too late but I can hold my head up high and know I treated them very well right up to the end.
Anyway feel like and g&t (large one) now!!

Nightynight · 27/06/2005 17:33

OMG Berolina - my dx was foreign too, and my parents refused to meet him, and they didnt come and see their first grandchild til she was 3 weeks old, and we were in the UK at the time, so it wasnt that far!

Actually, a part of why we broke up is that my parents did their best to trash our marriage and made it as difficult as they could for us.

Nightynight · 27/06/2005 17:35

"It's sort of overprotectiveness/possessiveness gone horribly mad - they have very strong ideas indeed of what they want for me and don't consider me capable of running my own life. "

I could have written those words too! they think Ive got no common sense. I think their common sense is just meanness!

nikcola · 27/06/2005 18:39

i have never been close to my mum (except when i was about 4!)i still cant get over the fact that she put her boyfriend before me and kicked me out to live with my dad who she knew was violent she is not a very nice woman, im not close to my dad either he is just nasty,

i sometimes get jelous of friends for having nice parents, i think of my best friends mum as my mum she is lovely

dejags · 27/06/2005 19:47

I am not close to my parents. We have an awful relationship. My childhood was terrible. My parents had a terrible violent relationship and I was often dragged into it, either witnessing my father beating my mother or getting a good kicking myself. My mother in turn became a raving alcoholic who refuses to acknowledge that she has a problem despite trying to commit suicide on several occasions. My parents have clearly always preferred my brother and I no longer have any contact with them whatsoever.

They steadfastly deny any wrongdoing, my father justified his actions by saying the way I was brought up was an attempt to teach me "right from wrong" (WTF???).

dont get me started. suffice it to say - you are not alone outofmydepth. this is much more prevalent than you might think

PiccadillyCircus · 27/06/2005 19:56

I'm not particularly close to my parents. My mum has always had to be protected from anything she might not like and this frustrates me. She also finds it hard to be able to listen at all to anything with which she doesn't have any personal experience and so there are some things I just don't tell her.

Neither of my parents know about the depression I am suffering from at the moment. My mum would worry about it, and feel she had done something wrong, but not actually be able to help, or sympathise much (apart from saying "Poor Picadilly" in an annoying way").

She also refers to DS as "my baby". This is a small thing obviously but I don't feel I can tell her how much it frustrates me, which I suppose is what is at the root of the problem.

It is hard to really know what my dad thinks, partly because if my mum is in the room, she takes over everything.

Not sure really how all that makes me feel, to be honest.

unicorn · 27/06/2005 20:01

me!!

Major problems with them (mostly mum) which resulted in a massive arguement/fight 2 Christmas'ago(she actually ripped my necklace off me - I think she was trying to get her talons into my throat to stop me speaking the truth).

Since then I have been distictly cool, and have hardly seen them.

I am very sad about it all though, as I do have this fab, rosy image of what a 'good'family can be.

Unfortunately, expectations, and reality, just do not match.

dejags · 27/06/2005 20:05

Ok, so there are loads of us who have less than perfect relationships with our parents.

Who really, really misses their parents, despite the bad times?

tamula · 27/06/2005 20:28

Doesnt seem fair really that you guy's mothers are alive and well but you dont get along (fair enough) whilst my mum was my best friend and died when i was 28 in 2003. I had a bleak troubled relationship with my pathetic father who died in 2000 no loss there. But my beloved step-father died in 1998.

Where's the justice?