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Original poster

Dear mother

14 replies

FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:15

why?
why?
why?

I was 7 and a half, had spent 3 1/2 years with my 3rd set of foster parents (ie 3 sets and children's home all before I was 4) and you couldn't leave it alone. couldn't leave me alone.

demanding i go back to you and then changed your mind the next day. too late. sent to childrens home then foster parents and abused.

why?

and you say everything you did, you did for me.

which bit?

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ElectricElephant · 04/09/2009 21:17

Fab.. are you alright #

(p.s. I am a regular, just namechanged due to MIL discovery)

MavisEnderby · 04/09/2009 21:18

.

Also namechanging reg.

Sending hug,FWIW.

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FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:18

tell me secretly who you are....

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CarGirl · 04/09/2009 21:19
Sad
ErikaMaye · 04/09/2009 21:21

Fab Are you okay? Know that's a silly question, but I don't know how else to ask! Here if you want to talk. x x

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FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:23

You may have seen my chat threads

I'm so excited
FAB is back

and that will explain more.

I hope you don't mind me off-loading but I was feeling so angry and like I wanted to smash things up and thought it was better to get things out.

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ErikaMaye · 04/09/2009 21:30

Have you got a cushion you could punch or scream into? Seriously. It really helps sometimes. Will join you on the other threads.

Original poster
FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:36

I can't let go.

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ErikaMaye · 04/09/2009 21:36

Of what?

Original poster
FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:38

i can't cry

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Original poster
FabBakerGirlIsBack · 04/09/2009 21:42

thanks all

i am off te bed

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ErikaMaye · 04/09/2009 21:42

Could you go for a run? Before I was disabled, it always was fab for getting all the emotion out. Stopped me thinking, too.

Original poster
FabBakerGirlIsBack · 05/09/2009 09:38

Morning

I do feel a bit better this morning as I typed it out last night but it is going to take a while to not want to smack my mother tbh.

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ErikaMaye · 06/09/2009 22:07

Hope you're still feeling good. Its okay to be angry. x

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