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Help. Might be in love with two men

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Adviceneeder123 · 28/12/2025 14:31

Would really appreciate advice.
DH and I married for 8 years, together 11. I'm 37. No kids. He's 41 and very different to me, manual/practical job, quiet, not very sociable. But a nice and funny man. I'm in a professional job and work long hours.
The other man is from work. The first moment I saw him (when I didn't know he was my colleague) I thought he was the most beautiful man I've seen in real life. We eventually became friends. I realised a few months ago I was attracted to him. I am not going to have an affair. I don't want to leave my DH. I made an excuse to move to another floor of my building and reduced contact, but we have ended up on the same team on a project. I can't get out of it, and I can't leave my (very good) job in my (extremely niche) area. I have stopped going out after work even though I now have very little social life because he's usually there (and I thought it would look weirder if I only go when he doesn't, idk)

I have no idea how other man feels about me. He's extremely caring. He remembers little things I say (eg that my mum as she hurt her hip a week ago) and will ask me about it. He buys me (and others) small but thoughtful gifts (for example, we both like tennis, the other day he randomly bought me a pack of fun tennis ball post its), brings coffee to meetings for everyone. My DH unfortunately compared unfavourably in this regard as he forgets everything I tell him, takes minimal interest in my interests, doesn't "do" gifts.

Other man is in his early 30s if that's relevant. I was very down at work recently due to a client dying and he offered me a hug which I really did want (from anyone tbh but especially him) but I declined. It's getting hard though so aside from leaving work, which I can't do, and him leaving, which is unlikely, I need to learn how to cope and forget him while seeing him every bloody day! Any tips greatly appreciated.

OP posts:
MunsterMumm · 30/12/2025 20:59

Practical advice here - try and find flaws in your colleague and fixate on those. The fact that he gets thoughtful gifts for the office is too nice - perhaps he's a pushover/people pleaser. Getting coffee for everyone - he's a smarmy bootlicker. He has BO. He doesn't wash every day. He's got a terrible sense of humour. He's addicted to tick tock. He talks absolute management nonsense at work and has no idea what any of it mean. You get the gist.

at the same time, look at the positives of your DH - his lovely eyes, the way he makes you laugh etc.

good luck!

Pessismistic · 30/12/2025 21:41

Hi op I think it will take time to stop thinking of him but you should either persuade your dh to socialise with you as it will be a reminder your married you love him and it’s him you want. The other guy might be great at listening little gifts and I have worked with guys like this and I would also hear them moaning about there wives and be disrespectful about them and I think if you look at him like that and tell yourself he will have his faults and the grass isn’t always greener you should start to stop thinking about him so much. You know you don’t want anything physically it’s just an attraction but I would also stop trying to avoid him and go on nights out if he’s there because you are missing out and that will make you think of him more. Don’t avoid him be friends let your feelings disappear in time you have no intentions to do anything you don’t message out of hours you are doing everything you can.

bumptybum · 30/12/2025 21:45

BeQuaintRubyRobin · 28/12/2025 14:45

I don’t think you need to avoid him. You just need to calm down. You’re not in love. He’s not in love with you. He will probably never be interested in an older woman like you. He is a work acquaintance. Sorry to be harsh but it sounds like you need a bit of a tough love reality check.

Older woman? He’s early 30s. She is later 30s. Hardly an age difference.

are you one of those people who thinks people should be exactly the same age? 4,5,6 years is not an age difference and the OP and this man are THREE years apart ffs

ManyPigeons · 30/12/2025 21:52

You’ve just got the fanny gallops OP. He’s got you full of lust. If he was ugly and bought you little gifts and remembered everything you’d think he was a bit much.

Aluna · 30/12/2025 22:25

You’ve known this colleague a long time, you’ve worked with him, of course you can be in love with him.

Doesn’t sound like you’re terribly in love with your DH though, which is probably why this has happened.

There’s nothing to say from your posts that your colleague has any romantic interest in you, so this could end up being very painful.

TwinklySquid · 30/12/2025 22:50

It sounds like limerence.
If you really like this guy, then you should end things with DH and go from there. But don’t chase 10% when you have 90% at home

Chocolah · 30/12/2025 23:00

They say if you loved the first one you wouldn't have loved the second.
Husband is safe, work guy is gorgeous. You've no children, it should be easy to separate but not for work guy because should you even be getting involved with someone from work when it's a very good and very niche job?? I think neither guy is the one.

Wooky073 · 31/12/2025 01:30

you arent in love with 2 men. You are in a long-term marital relationship with your husband. That is a mature relationship. You know each other properly for good and bad.

The feelings of 'love' and infatuation you are experiencing with the work guy are just attraction - its hormonal. Look up the science of it. It cannot biologically last like that. It may last for a few months to a year in most cases but it doesnt last like that forever. That is why you do not have those same feelings towards your husband. The attraction you feel is towards the guy in his work personality. He makes the effort with work colleagues which is great and important as thats his career. You have no idea what he is like outside of work or as a long-term partner. You dont know if he is remotely interested in you. You have no idea if it would work out long term. Because you are attracted to him you are in the phase where he has no faults at all - because the hormones make you ignore any faults so you just dont see them. Thats not real life long-term - just the hormonal attraction and how it works.

Long-term mature relationships are when those initial phases have worn off and you see the person warts and all and love and accept them anyway - the good and bad parts of them.

So the question is - do you want to throw away a mature long-term relationship because you currently are experiencing hormonal attraction for a work colleague who you only know in their work personality mode?
Or do you want to make a move (see if its reciprocated) and start an affair with them to see how long the attraction lasts once you act on it (but with the risk that you get found out and your partner may end your relationship).
Or just wait for the attraction to wear off and focus more on your husband and rekindling the fun and romance in your relationship.

MerryForever · 31/12/2025 09:29

Is this young lad at work married or in a relationship?

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RedToothBrush · 31/12/2025 09:40

You are in love with the idea of him, because he seems exotic and shiny and new compared to the day to day reality of your husband. This is a fantasy. It may indicate problems within your marriage and a desire for something different, but it's not love.

I guarantee that the reality of being with him, with all the annoying habits and actually getting to know him including all the warts will be very different to the fantasy you are currently in love with.

A Mr D'Arcy coming along to sweep you off your feet in a romantic way making you feel wonderful is about as far removed as it gets from a grubby little affair sneaking around behind your husbands back or a potential messy divorce only to find out your Prince Charming is a nob who likes to dick around with other people's wives.

Aluna · 31/12/2025 10:18

I’m not sure why so many posters are so disrespectful to the OP as to inform her with specious confidence how she really feels.

She was strongly attracted to this man at work, and then she started falling for him emotionally. It’s early days so it’s more at the infatuation stage, but there’s no reason why she couldn’t be in love with him or in love with 2 men at once.

From what she says her relationship with her husband is rather unsatisfactory - manual job, quiet, unsociable; ‘forgets everything’ she tells him, ‘takes minimal interest’ in her interests, doesn't do gifts.’

Sometimes it takes the catalyst of meeting someone else to realise what is lacking - the limitations, restrictions and compromise - in an existing relationship,

However, as I said in my pp there is no evidence from OP’s posts that this man has an interest in her. The small gestures she describes may simply be the mark of a nice person.

Either way, I think OP needs to look at her marriage and ask herself if it’s really working for her. Maybe she just needs to be with someone who’s more on her wavelength, with shared interests, and more interested in her personally.

wheresmymojo · 31/12/2025 10:39

Sorry OP, I’ve been extremely lazy by asking ChatGPT as I also have a work crush I need to get over so I was interested to see what it said and I do think it gives a few useful ideas.

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Short answer: yes, there’s quite a bit more to it than just minimising contact. Distance helps, but it’s only one lever. A crush is basically your brain running a very compelling trailer for a film that may never exist, so the work is partly behavioural and partly cognitive.

First, stop feeding the story. A crush thrives on narrative. Replaying conversations, analysing tone, imagining future moments, constructing meaning out of scraps. That’s dopamine with a trench coat on. When you notice yourself “running the edit”, interrupt it deliberately. Not with self-scolding, but with a factual reset. Name what actually exists, not what might. “We had a nice chat” is reality. “There’s something special brewing” is speculation. The brain hates ambiguity and will fill the gap unless you block it.

Second, de-romanticise gently but firmly. This is not about turning them into a villain. It’s about puncturing the fantasy bubble. Every crush involves projection. You are partly responding to them and partly responding to what they symbolise. Safety. Excitement. Being seen. Newness. Write down what you actually know about this person versus what you’ve inferred. The list is usually lopsided in a revealing way. Fantasy withers when exposed to daylight.

Third, reassign the dopamine. Your nervous system has latched onto this person as a source of emotional stimulation. If you just remove them, your brain will protest like a toddler whose iPad’s been confiscated. You need substitutes. Novelty works best. New routines, new places, new people, new inputs. Not “self-improvement” in a punishing sense, but stimulation with a pulse. Long walks in unfamiliar areas. A class that uses your body. Creative absorption. Mild social buzz. The goal is not distraction, it’s replacement.

Fourth, allow the feeling without indulging it. This sounds contradictory but it matters. Trying to squash a crush often backfires. Let the feeling exist in the body without letting it drive behaviour. “I notice I feel drawn, warm, curious.” Fine. Feel it. Don’t interpret it. Feelings are weather, not instructions. This stance drains the charge surprisingly fast.

Fifth, check what the crush is compensating for. Crushes often bloom when something else is thin. Loneliness. Transition. Uncertainty. A need for affirmation. If you meet that underlying need directly, the crush loses its job. That’s why people often notice crushes evaporate once life feels fuller or steadier elsewhere.

Finally, be honest about time. Most crushes are not slain heroically, they fade from neglect. Consistency beats intensity here. A few weeks of reduced contact plus reality-based thinking plus dopamine rerouting usually does more than months of white-knuckled restraint.

The slightly brutal truth is that a crush ends when the fantasy stops getting airtime and the rest of your life starts feeling rewarding again. That’s not cold, it’s how brains work. And the upside is you don’t lose your capacity for connection. You just reclaim it from an imaginary future and put it back into the present, where it can actually do something useful.

Oneisnotamused · 31/12/2025 14:05

See it for what it is, it's a crush, you'll get over it and it will pass. Just accept it and don't act on it. In a few months' time you'll be over it. And there's no point beating yourself up over it, we're all human, we all find other people attractive at times

JustMy2Penneth · 31/12/2025 15:36

My advice is a bit leftfield - just recognise your feelings for whatever they are and celebrate them. Love is love and it comes in many shades. It's ok to be a little in love with those we admire, who inspire us or who just awaken attraction in whatever capacity it hits us. We're allowed to fancy more people than our husbands/wives/partners - this is human. We're not really in control of our feelings or responsible for them, what we are in control of and responsible for are our actions. Your actions need to be really measured, boundaries should be respected but also allow the feeling to be whatever it is, and appreciate that there are people in the world that make you feel this way. When people let this type of unrequited attraction cause bitterness and resentment then it becomes a far bigger problem. Be a great colleague and friend, but also be respectful of the lines that exist, allowing you to be this without negative fallout.

arethereanyleftatall · 31/12/2025 15:59

Wow @wheresmymojo- chat GPT is good!

gannett · 31/12/2025 16:38

JustMy2Penneth · 31/12/2025 15:36

My advice is a bit leftfield - just recognise your feelings for whatever they are and celebrate them. Love is love and it comes in many shades. It's ok to be a little in love with those we admire, who inspire us or who just awaken attraction in whatever capacity it hits us. We're allowed to fancy more people than our husbands/wives/partners - this is human. We're not really in control of our feelings or responsible for them, what we are in control of and responsible for are our actions. Your actions need to be really measured, boundaries should be respected but also allow the feeling to be whatever it is, and appreciate that there are people in the world that make you feel this way. When people let this type of unrequited attraction cause bitterness and resentment then it becomes a far bigger problem. Be a great colleague and friend, but also be respectful of the lines that exist, allowing you to be this without negative fallout.

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I think this is great advice, though I wouldn't say celebrate so much as accept.

We are human and we find other humans attractive as well as our long-term partners - on a spectrum of pure physical lust to intense admiration of their personalities. It's OK. I don't think anyone has to be ashamed of those feelings.

What you do about them, however, is always a choice. You know what choice you want to make so we don't need to tell you. That choice feels hard but it's actually easy, because all you have to do is - nothing.

I don't think I'd even avoid being around him - that makes it more likely you'll put him on a pedestal. The more you're around someone, even if their cheekbones make your heart flutter or you melt at their kindness, you'll also see the bits of their personality that you know, if you were in a relationship with them, would drive you up the wall.

Paganpentacle · 31/12/2025 16:52

It's not love- its fantasy.

BruachAbhann · 31/12/2025 16:57

Reading this post at face value and assuming you are 'in love' with both men,
I would advise getting some distance- physical distance- from both men for a while and seeing how you feel. Would it be possible for you to go on week's holiday on your own or to visit a friend abroad for a week? This might allow you to clear your head and think about how you feel. If you were totally happy with your husband you wouldn't feel this way for someone else. I know it's probably hard to see what's wrong with your relationship when you are right in it, but with a different perspective you might gain some further insights. Are you genuinely fulfilled in your husband's company? Can you see yourself together with him in old age?

I would ask myself who can I not live with if I really had to choose. Try imagine a future solely with either of them. I'm not sure how close you are to the other guy though if you haven't had conversations about your feelings. How would you know how he feels about you? If he's not on the same page it's a moot point.

It could well be the case that something is missing from your relationship and you are filling the gap with thoughts of the other guy. Those feelings will pass.

Best of luck!

pollymere · 31/12/2025 18:13

When this has happened to me, I've got to know the other person better and realised they just aren't my husband. It's a great passion killer. I have been tempted by one of them as he was single and very interested in me. Currently I have a very good friend who is also now good friends with my husband. Getting to know him better killed off all romantic inclinations 😂.

PrincessofWells · 31/12/2025 18:16

It's really tough, but you just avoid them until one day you're over them.

TheIceBear · 31/12/2025 18:47

BeQuaintRubyRobin · 28/12/2025 14:45

I don’t think you need to avoid him. You just need to calm down. You’re not in love. He’s not in love with you. He will probably never be interested in an older woman like you. He is a work acquaintance. Sorry to be harsh but it sounds like you need a bit of a tough love reality check.

Agree the op need a reality check but your attitude about the age gap is ludicrous. It’s not unusual for men to be attracted to older women. My parents have 5 years between them, my mother is 5 years older

Adviceneeder123 · 31/12/2025 19:02

Thanks everyone for the replies and advice. I've been back at work so only just catching up.
To answer a few questions -

I don't think he's gay, he's talked about previous gfs. Our boss is gay and there would be no reason to lie about that at work. Maybe bi but it's irrelevant as - as I said in PPs - I wouldn't pursue it even if I were single and he was interested.

Thanks for the advice about taking some time away on my own. I think this is a good idea. I can't take much off work but I'll try a long weekend and stay with my sisters maybe. I perhaps need to think about what is missing with DH and of course the many reasons why I love him (which i do)

Yes the other guy has noticed I'm ignoring him which i attributed to being very stressed with work stuff. I went back this week and he had bought me a very sweet Christmas gift with a note about having had a hard year etc. Ugh. Unhelpful. Obviously didn't get him anything and will have to send a not rude but not too nice thank you text, then try to put it out of my mind.

OP posts:
Adviceneeder123 · 31/12/2025 19:03

Thanks also to those who provided light relief

  • fanny gallops (not heard that for ages and only ever on here!)
  • age gap drama over 3 years
  • tennis is gay now?
😂
OP posts:
Dozer · 31/12/2025 19:13

You were never truly friends: you say you thought OM was ‘beautiful’ from when you met him. You became ‘friends’, already having a crush on him, then ‘close friends’. That was unwise, poor ‘boundaries’ and a form of infidelity. Your situation now was easily avoidable by not ‘going there’.

You don’t say whether you still like your H and enjoy spending time with him. If you don’t, and/or want to be free to date others, separate. If you want to stay married for the moment, focus on that and continue to avoid OM.

Your posts make it seem like your work is your main ‘thing’ in life and that your social life (except for your DH) is bound up in it. That’s OK for some but has some downsides.

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