been with bf 2 few years , don’t live together . On 2 occasions he has accidentally pulled a cockring out of his pocket, I will attach pics. First the black and most recently the pink one , these are stock photos as close as I can get to what they looked like.
the black one I didn’t say anything just let it go , presumed he uses them for masturbation . He never uses one with me .
but the pink one I questioned. He got defensive and said he was going to use it with me and changed his mind and put it in his pocket (he was not wearing his hoodie while we were having sex) I wasn’t angry or anything and was calm when I asked him but he accused me of gaslighting him (???) he was then in a mood for the rest of the day .
so I’m not sure what to think . It’s more his reaction than anything else . In the past I’ve also found used condoms to which he claimed ‘posh wank’