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Found out my ex was cheating on wife with me

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sofiaparker · 12/02/2025 22:57

So recently, social media suggested someone I may know and through this I found an ex's other real social media account. And his wife's. Turns out they have been married for a while and have a young kid also. He lied to me about everything and cheated on his wife with me while she was away.

I'm way over him by now. But this sudden discovery has left me feeling disgusted. I'm seeing a great human being now. And a major part of me tells me to leave this situation alone completely. However, am I doing the right thing? Keeping his wife in the dark? His family seems to be prospering and I'm in a happy place too. Should I stick to plan and leave this alone. Any thoughts would help especially as I just cannot stop thinking about this. Feeling funny in my tummy. Thank you in advance.

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bananascentedhair · 13/02/2025 14:19

@jsku I think it's easy to hypothetically say that people "would rather not know" but how many women in here who have been in the wife's shoes and later found out that her husband and father to her children was a dirty rat have said "I wish I'd have never found out"?

None that I've seen.

People make choices. He made his choice to cheat. Wife has the right to make a choice whether to stay with him or not when she knows the truth.

jsku · 13/02/2025 14:43

bananascentedhair · 13/02/2025 14:19

@jsku I think it's easy to hypothetically say that people "would rather not know" but how many women in here who have been in the wife's shoes and later found out that her husband and father to her children was a dirty rat have said "I wish I'd have never found out"?

None that I've seen.

People make choices. He made his choice to cheat. Wife has the right to make a choice whether to stay with him or not when she knows the truth.

All women who stayed after discovery - and are dealing with the pain of memories and flashbacks - would tell you they’d rather not have known.

And they are the majority. Talk to counsellors - they will tell you that when people have young kids, more often than not the marriages don't break up after discovery - men tend to not want to leave. Women stay and suffer through it.
We don’t have to agree or like it, but its no less true for that.

So - people on here, mostly ones without kids can be all high and mighty and say - not me, I would leave, etc. Until they are a bit down the line, have kids, etc.

The woman in question is a foreigner. Most likely economically dependent on H. Can’t leave easily - Can’t move back to her country with child - as Court will prevent separating baby from father. Most likely can’t support herself here.

So - in this case - it’s very easy to say - she needs to know, to make choices. It’s harder to realise and accept that the more caring solution is not to hurt her right now and let her raise her baby in a family unit. Without unnecessary pain.

bananascentedhair · 13/02/2025 15:07

@jsku
OP isn't telling wife with the intention of breaking up the marriage. But because she feels it's the right thing to do.

I know couples where an affair has come out and they have stayed together. Happened to my friend, they had young children at the time, they stayed together and worked it out and from what I know, they're happy now... she would never say she wish she hadn't known what he was up to back then. I'm not sure that you can generalise by saying that all women who stayed wish they hadn't known, if anything it gave my friend the upper hand in the relationship. Not saying this is a healthy dynamic, but it worked for them.

And to your point about women staying and "suffering through" after discovering an affair. I suffered after discovering an affair and then when I decided to end the marriage as a result, with young children, but of all the things that I wish had been different, it has never been wishing I hadn't found out.

sofiaparker · 13/02/2025 16:13

Thank you bananascentedhair, Louise and to others for your empathy and moral righteousness. I do think it's morally wrong what he has done. I'm absolutely shocked that there are people who think I have a revenge agenda. As there is truly nothing in it for me. I now have a loving partner. I was honestly planning to leave this alone as I have no idea what this man in question is capable of doing. This was clearly a short term affair for me and I have no feelings currently, although my intent was to get something stable out of it back then. I would have never invested my energy here if I knew he was married. Having sex with his partner and me at the same time is disgusting. I lost feelings for him wayyyy before my discovery of this new information, so truly there is nothing in it for me. Knowing his poor wife is in the dark though, I just cannot sleep at night. I'm no Robinhood and she may as well block me thinking I'm a crazy. I don't feel comfortable sharing photos with her because of my own privacy. Some part of me feels uneasy going on leading my own life and starting afresh, knowing I've been accomplice to cheating and lying and not even telling the wife once I found out! So confused how to deal with this.

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sofiaparker · 13/02/2025 16:32

Wife is probably financially dependent and a lot can change if she finds out. But at the end of the day she needs to know so she can protect herself and the child. And I can't rob her of that opportunity.

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Boomer55 · 13/02/2025 16:56

sofiaparker · 12/02/2025 23:13

Year ago for just a few months

Leave it be now. 🤷‍♀️

BrunetteBarbie94 · 13/02/2025 17:09

I can't believe some of the posts on here 😳. I'm wondering if this is some weird generational divide. I'm a woman who has been cheated on and I would definitely want to know in this situation. Can't imagine a single women of my age or younger not wanting to know. What archaic ideas! Not every woman is helplessly dependent on their husband.

OP ignore the nasty haters that have posted here. So weird that people are telling you it wasnt a relationship and so that makes it all fine what he was doing and you must be the evil one. I wouldn't want a husband cheating on me for months regardless of the status of the affair.

You have done nothing wrong and telling her is the right thing to do. He duped you both! There is nothing in it for you and the wife will realise that. I would respect a OW who had the guts to tell me when nothing was in it for her.

Keeping quiet is morally repulsive. Women don't need to stay in marriages with cheaters these days - the world has changed.

sofiaparker · 13/02/2025 17:11

BrunetteBarbie94 · 13/02/2025 17:09

I can't believe some of the posts on here 😳. I'm wondering if this is some weird generational divide. I'm a woman who has been cheated on and I would definitely want to know in this situation. Can't imagine a single women of my age or younger not wanting to know. What archaic ideas! Not every woman is helplessly dependent on their husband.

OP ignore the nasty haters that have posted here. So weird that people are telling you it wasnt a relationship and so that makes it all fine what he was doing and you must be the evil one. I wouldn't want a husband cheating on me for months regardless of the status of the affair.

You have done nothing wrong and telling her is the right thing to do. He duped you both! There is nothing in it for you and the wife will realise that. I would respect a OW who had the guts to tell me when nothing was in it for her.

Keeping quiet is morally repulsive. Women don't need to stay in marriages with cheaters these days - the world has changed.

And I say thank you to queens like you for existing 👑

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sofiaparker · 13/02/2025 17:15

Although I do understand the generational divide. It was not easy for women then and sometimes even today. Physiologically we are birth givers and often the ones having to take time off work and becoming financially dependent. Staying a family unit makes sense.

But that's for her to decide when she knows the whole truth. In this day and age women must realize their value and know their rights.

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OhBow · 13/02/2025 17:26

You were shocked because it is shocking. Terrible behaviour, and he told you about more affairs too!

I'd 100% want to know if that was my husband.

You describe him as a menace and mention you're worried he might hurt you - if that's a real concern perhaps you could tell her anonymously.

LouiseMadetheBestBroccoliPasta · 13/02/2025 18:14

jsku · 13/02/2025 14:43

All women who stayed after discovery - and are dealing with the pain of memories and flashbacks - would tell you they’d rather not have known.

And they are the majority. Talk to counsellors - they will tell you that when people have young kids, more often than not the marriages don't break up after discovery - men tend to not want to leave. Women stay and suffer through it.
We don’t have to agree or like it, but its no less true for that.

So - people on here, mostly ones without kids can be all high and mighty and say - not me, I would leave, etc. Until they are a bit down the line, have kids, etc.

The woman in question is a foreigner. Most likely economically dependent on H. Can’t leave easily - Can’t move back to her country with child - as Court will prevent separating baby from father. Most likely can’t support herself here.

So - in this case - it’s very easy to say - she needs to know, to make choices. It’s harder to realise and accept that the more caring solution is not to hurt her right now and let her raise her baby in a family unit. Without unnecessary pain.

@jsku "All women who stayed after discovery - and are dealing with the pain of memories and flashbacks - would tell you they’d rather not have known.
And they are the majority. Talk to counsellors - they will tell you that when people have young kids, more often than not the marriages don't break up after discovery - men tend to not want to leave. Women stay and suffer through it."

First, there are many women who do not stay after discovery: not telling these women that their H is cheating means that you collude with the cheater in keeping these women in the dark. That's pretty immoral.

Second, if a woman finds her H is cheating and then realizes that people knew and didn't tell her, that can be really shattering too. It can destroy the woman's trust in society. She feels that no one was looking out for her, everyone was just watching this horrendous humiliating betrayal and not caring enough about her to do the decent courageous thing and tell her.

Third, counsellors may indeed see many women who decide to stay with their cheater and wish they had never found out. But in line with the first point, this is only a subsection of the cheated-woman population. Also, these women may think they regret that they found out but that's a defensive mechanism that temporarily protects them from the full horror of the truth. In time, and with good therapy, they will realize that what they really regret is that their H cheated and betrayed them. That realization is what will help them heal.

Fourth, if the betrayed spouse doesn't know about the cheating, that doesn't mean it is a victimless crime. It is very common that betrayed women know something is afoot, but they can't put a finger on it. They trust their H so think that his distraction or odd behaviors or irritability are her fault. The cheater brushes off her concerns, or worse, weaponizes them to extract more sex or nice things from his wife. So the wife continues living in this confusing limbo, trying to ignore her gut, which is increasingly shouting at her. What happens when you live with cognitive dissonance? It creates an unending subterranean rumbling anxiety that wears on you physically. You start grinding your teeth, feeling fatigued, getting abdominal and heart and other physical disturbances. Some women lose their hair, or gain/lose weight. The GP runs tests and finds nothing wrong. The woman remains in her miserable limbo, feeling like shit, wondering whether she's got cancer, and meanwhile thinking it's her fault that her H has become mean or is constantly grumpy or does odd things. Many women find that their stomach pains and headaches and fatigue disappear after they've left their cheater and have started to heal.

Fifth, many cheating men don't wear condoms. It's actually amazing how many don't. They recklessly expose their wife to STDs, sometimes they go straight from the OW to their wife without washing because it turns them on. They also expose their wife to vaginal infections and bacterial:yeast disturbances that upset her vaginal ecosystem and cause recurrent UTIs or intractable BV. I once read a Chump Lady article about what was better when a betrayed spouse left their cheater and it was stunning how many said independently that their chronic/recurrent UTIs and BVs suddenly cleared up. (Along with their headaches and bloating and bouts of racing heart - see the 4th point).

Sixth, not telling a woman that her H is cheating means that she will continue to invest herself in the marriage. She may have more children, and thinks it is safe to not prioritize her income-earning capacity. This woman - who could have learned about her cheating H after child #1 and taken steps to protect herself financially - is then completely blindsided and on financial rocks and facing a penurious old age when at the age of 50 she is abandoned by her cheating H because he's "fallen in love" with an OW. This is actually not uncommon: we recently had a thread here of the OP and her children being abandoned by her H, who went to NZ to be with his OW.

So yes, I think it is irresponsible - if not to say cruel - to not tell a woman that her H is cheating. It's also utterly patronizing. And it probably more stems from lack of courage that is masked by a lot of self-satisfying rationalizations than really wanting to do what is best for the poor woman.

Elasticatedtrousers · 13/02/2025 18:24

@Jsku you are not speaking from the experience of women (sadly I do know a few who have had this dreadful choice to make and one a very close friend ) I know who stayed. I'm confused as to how you can be so sure? None of them wanted the affair to have happened, of course they didn't, but they ALL would rather be carrying on their life with their personal agency intact knowing that staying was THEIR CHOICE not one forced on them by silence, kept secrets and lying by omission.

TheCryingTheBitchAndTheFloordrobe · 13/02/2025 19:01

I would definitely, definitely want to know.

If I found out I'd wasted more of my life than necessary on some shit who was cheating, I'd be completely gutted.

She deserves to know.

VeryDeepEverything · 13/02/2025 19:39

When you tell her, don't leave her tortured by doubt. A subjective statement that he can dispute and discredit.
Give her dates and times if you can, so she had something solid to hang her response on.
It will be horrible enough that she needs to have clarity at least.

Nicecuppatea2025 · 13/02/2025 21:36

I’m still not sure.

A friend of mine recently confided she has recently, briefly, cheated on her husband. He’s a wonderful man, they’ve been together a long time and it was a huge mistake that she regrets. Nobody else knows. I have no intention of telling him. Ever.

So I’d be a hypocrite to say you absolutely must blab if you know someone has cheated.

sofiaparker · 13/02/2025 21:44

Nicecuppatea2025 · 13/02/2025 21:36

I’m still not sure.

A friend of mine recently confided she has recently, briefly, cheated on her husband. He’s a wonderful man, they’ve been together a long time and it was a huge mistake that she regrets. Nobody else knows. I have no intention of telling him. Ever.

So I’d be a hypocrite to say you absolutely must blab if you know someone has cheated.

I absolutely understand where you are coming from. And I respect your decision to support a friend and save their marriage. In this case I have enough evidence that he is a serial cheater, with fake accounts and dating accounts, he is a real manipulator and just not a good person. When I discovered his real account I found the same pictures that he had cropped his wife out of and used on dating profile. The main reason I had blocked him quite earlier on was because of his red flags. All his photos were at angles where you couldn't see his face apart from one photo which looked nothing like him. I only realized this quite afterwards. I was questioning this attempt to hide identity. During our time together he also wanted to record us which I refused. He has pics of us in a cafe setting, I mostly don't have clear pics of us, apart from one which is enough to identify him. I don't want my actions to end up sparking revenge towards me from either husband or wife but I really don't want this woman to suffer either.

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LouiseMadetheBestBroccoliPasta · 13/02/2025 23:17

@sofiaparker "I don't want my actions to end up sparking revenge towards me from either husband or wife but I really don't want this woman to suffer either."

You should do what feels safe for you.

Nicecuppatea2025 · 13/02/2025 23:20

OP his wife will already know she is married to a total shit bag. Alllllll women with deadbeat partners know. Her friends will know as well, and her family too. She’ll get round to leaving him at some point.

I think if you were still involved with him or knew his wife in some way, I’d be much more tempted to encourage you. The fact is that you don’t know their situation, they are basically strangers to you and your life has moved on.

For those reasons I’d stay out of it, personally. There is no girl code to follow here: it’s basically your decision to invite their drama into your life or not. I, for one, could not be arsed with all that.

I can see why you would want to tell, I really do. But equally doing nothing is fine too. It did read like you were reeling from finding out, so I’d say let that sit for a couple of weeks first and see how you feel then. Definitely stop looking on their social media.

sofiaparker · 14/02/2025 13:08

Nicecuppatea2025 · 13/02/2025 23:20

OP his wife will already know she is married to a total shit bag. Alllllll women with deadbeat partners know. Her friends will know as well, and her family too. She’ll get round to leaving him at some point.

I think if you were still involved with him or knew his wife in some way, I’d be much more tempted to encourage you. The fact is that you don’t know their situation, they are basically strangers to you and your life has moved on.

For those reasons I’d stay out of it, personally. There is no girl code to follow here: it’s basically your decision to invite their drama into your life or not. I, for one, could not be arsed with all that.

I can see why you would want to tell, I really do. But equally doing nothing is fine too. It did read like you were reeling from finding out, so I’d say let that sit for a couple of weeks first and see how you feel then. Definitely stop looking on their social media.

Thank you. I really do appreciate this pov. This definitely makes sense to me. I will let it sit. And finally decided on something that is peaceful for everyone. Thanks to all contributors as well for your thoughts and suggestions.

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