I am 8 months pregnant with our second baby and just when I think it's getting better, it gets worse again. He's 30k in debt. To friends, the bank, the council, me!!!
Inconsistent income which is frazzled away in repayments.
ZERO support. ZERO input toward either of my mat leave. ZERO date nights. ZERO ANYTHING.
I feel so alone. So unsupported.
We've just been out with friends and he couldn't pay the bill. I'm embarrassed, exhausted and tired.
I come from a very comfortable background and I have worked my ASS off to build a stable income for myself. He's munched his way through my savings which I have managed to rebuild (just about)
But I think I'm done.
I don't want this life.
He's a nice guy and a good dad (although not a whole load of input- I do EVERYTHING)
...but I'm not sure I can do this anymore.
I don't need this stress with a baby due any minute.
But break up my family?! Cos of money?! What effect would this have on my kids?! I never envisioned a life with a broken family. That was NOT the plan.
(We are not married)
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