just to let everyone who has been supporting me know. I saw a lady from a womans dv service today and she has been great. I am going on a course next week to help with parenting. You know advice on how to cope etc when you are feeling low. There will be other ladies there who are going through the same thing. And also a creche for ds. She also gonna get me more info for the services they provide. And next week i am gonna be doing a twelve week course to become a bf peer support worker. Hopefully work wont sack me at disciplinary tomorrow. Thanks to everyone for their support btw