would you want to know what happens next?

[stirlingmum]

I have felt so let down by everyone, even people that I honestly thought I could trust that I would love to know what happens next. I would love to walk into a book shop and find my Biography sat on the shelf so I could read it and find out what all this is about and where I am going. Would anyone else want to read the story of their life or am I on my own here?

Depends who the author is, and what spin they put on my life ...

no, it might be bad news and it might be best not to know.

I suppose I was just thinking about it being a true-life story (without the photos).

well as it is your life - you must have some control over it so make the most of it and think of a good ending and then see how much of it you can make happen.

I know i am the only one who can live my life and i have had some pretty crap things happen that i wouldnt want anyone else to have to experience - all i can do is try and live the life i want and make the most of what is in store.

Good response HW - I suppose I am feeling that I have no control at the moment as dh just had an affair and is now not sure what he wants to do - I feel in a state of limbo as, feeble as it sounds, I love him and dont want to lose him