Why is it that I can't shake my feelings for my first love. I was 14 and madly in love with my first bf. I did truly love him. I'm in my 30s now.
However every single partner I've had since does not compare, not even close. I just feel sad because I'd love to feel those feelings again towards someone else but so far I haven't.
I don't know what it was about my first relationship that I can't find in others.