I went to a gig tonight. Alone. Was ok hanging out by myself. Bumped into a man at the bar, chatting about the band. I ended up hanging out with him during the gig. He seemed to like me, his friend wasn’t impressed. Gave me half of his beer, kept “checking” me, if that makes sense.
And at the end I offered him my number, and then he’s got kids and oh I don’t know blah blah. I just said “Well no is fine.”
it’s just frustrating. I am trying OLD and it’s become replulsive. I just want to rant into the void.