38, single mum to one DC (3), live in a small village an hour and 20 mins outside a city, travel to work and back (Birmingham) and rush back to pick up dc. Reason for living here was closer to family and the area is quite nice. But it’s remote.
I do have funds for a babysitter but just can’t envisage any of it happening. I’m reasonably attractive and have a decent job, nice house etc. Just feel like I’m in the wrong place perhaps? But then I love my home and can’t be arsed moving. If I was in somewhere like harboure or didsbury would my chances be higher?
Feeling a bit rubbish about it all.