I’m 31, married with 3dc aged 14 - 12 and 5.
My husband on paper is amazing. Earns a lot of money, supports everything I want to do, is an amazing hands on dad, cooks every meal, does cleaning etc we have no excitement anymore. We have had sex twice this year and both times were boring.
Sorry to be crude but I can’t remember the last time I gave or received oral sex. My confidence is rock bottom. I hate my body and don’t feel sexy at all but that’s because the amount of times Iv tried to feel sexy and Dh just comments “that’s nice” etc. Iv been bigger than what I am now so it’s not because I’m fat.
I went our last night for the first time in many years and got rather drunk. It was rather nice to have men say I looked good and buying me a drink etc.
Iv not had that since I was in my early 20s/late teens.
I’m just so bored. The last two years Iv tried over 10 times to speak to Dh about how I feel, how it’s affecting me etc but he just shuts down. It’s like talking to a wall.
We have such an amazing life and I appreciate everything he does but I honestly feel like just a part of the furniture now.
I want some fun 😞