51 and have a crush - feel ill

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I didn't know whether to post this here or in mental health tbh. I feel completely mad. I cannot stop thinking about an actor who is very young (mid 20s I think). It's horrible I think about him all the time. It all started because my daughter showed me a video (very old - I'm the last person in the world to have seen it) of him dancing in drag. I LOVE a man who can dance, clearly even very young one. OK it was Tom Holland.
I already thought he was lovely looking but hadn't got any further than that.
Now I've had to watch the spideman movies like a teenager and even Cherry (on Apple TV - very depressing). And interviews on Youtube and he's no genius just very professional and endearing.
God when will this pass??????

OP thank you very much for introducing me to that video!!!!

My mom is 64 and in love with an actor since last year. I mean all she talks about always trying to show me pictures and play his songs. All she will talk about, it’s endearing and you can have ‘those’ feelings at any age. I think he’s younger than her by maybe 10 or 15 years but she is enjoy herself 😉

That’s lovely.😊