Feeling really lonely tonight, My DP left me on Wednesday after I woke him up to ask for some help to which he replied no and then we had an argument which resulted in him banging the doors and breaking my toilet seat, and being called various names and being told im pathetic etc, I KNOW that the relationship is over for good, but im struggling with the idea of being single and alone, I dont really have any friends, Ive tried to reach out to some of my old mates tonight for a catch up and they either ignore me or send short abrupt messages and then stop replying, I feel completely alone. My eldest child is too busy gaming and chatting to his mates to bother with me and my youngest is with his Dad (ex DP) til tomorrow, Im just feeling really down, realising that my relationship was emotionally abusive and that Ive now got to deal with the fact im alone, it sucks!!