I can't remember my exact age, but I think it was between the ages of 5 and 9 years old...there are several incidents, my female cousin who was a few years older than me used to get me to perform sexual acts on her. I went along with it as it made me me feel accepted and loved as I generally had a toxic relationship with my parents who made me feel worthless and I am now NC with. Cousin is now happy, has husband and children and has never acknowledged what happened. I never wanted to bring this up and rock the boat as I don't think others would believe me but it's eating me up that she's got away with it...She acts so smug about her wonderful life!