hi all,
my husband came home late one night and cried said he slept with a transvestite. We were recently engaged (with no kids at the time) his father dies of cancer a week before. He went after work said he found this person online and went after getting drunk..
it's mad but we are in a hit and miss relationship sometimes things are great and sometimes they're not..
we have a toddler and when we ague it comes to my mind that he done that, like i can't let it go..
i think he may have cheated before but have no proof, just a 'feeling'.
we have built a life together and moved to the countryside.. i am lost with no friends, none of my own money (it's shared), i'm a sahm, lost all confidence now aged 34 and not sure wtf i am doing with my life..
he used to be very controlling but not anymore..
I need to figure things out asap before i look back and wonder what choices i made..