Living in the house we bought together. Living in the town I grew up in, so many awful memories. No friends here. Exh doesn't see our dd's (his choice), hate my job (off sick at the moment due to my anxiety/Stress levels making me feel ill. Only qualified as a nurse 18 months ago. Hated my training but I put that down to it being so difficult as a single parent. I work in mental health. Its definitely impacted on my own. Lots of bullying and im exhausted by it.
Looking at different areas to live, tgat are a little cheaper. Also found out today postal workers earn the same as me. Lone working. Exercise on the job. Considering it!
My eldest dd at home leaves school in June. My youngest would have to charge schools. She absolutely hates school and always tells me she has no friends. However is such an anxious child so not sure it would help her by moving.
I'm just sick of it all at the moment. Not sure if it's me going through a mid life crisis/depression or if it's something that might benefit us all. I feel so stuck right now.