Hi I am new here, I have a 6month old beautiful daughter, and I am new to motherhood. Since lockdown I’ve started to feel a little lost in my self and like I have no one to talk to or express how overjoyed and overtired I am being a first time mam. I’ve never been one to have many friends and even so they don’t have children so it’s hard to see....well anyone never mind lockdown... I was really looking forward to meeting new mams and babies friends for my daughter and myself... but lockdown happened, I have a partner but he now works all day and night working two jobs, but I feel like he’s raining in on helping out with baby; yes I know he works but I feel as tho when he’s off he would rather play on PlayStation or phone or tv then play with daughter...... am I being unreasonable??? I feel guilty for feeling like this but I’m so tired but I love every minute of being a mam .... I just feel like a single parent at the moment