My ex and I split up several times. At times he was clearly abusive. I normalised, tried to see logic in his behaviour, but it always came back to the same thing, he wasn't trust worthy, was and is abusive, and never had any respect for me, even though he is such an angel to everyone else. He has filled his friends and family with such lies about me and the reasons we split.
I would never go back, ever. But I know there are so many others who have gone back, what made you take that decision?