I posted a couple of days ago about my situation.
Because I feel I outed myself with details of the attacks and my abuser, I began to feel unsafe and asked for the post to be removed, but I wanted to thank everyone who took the time to reply and give support and advice - thank you so much. I know people have busy lives and their own worries and stresses so the kindness in the replies meant so much and has given me a lot of strength. Thank you x