I think he's coming to breakup with me.

[MaggyMaysBeenTakenAway]

DP.

Left Friday as I did something utterly stupid.
I've got MH problems and haven't been able to get my meds for 2 weeks. Lockdown is destroying me. Have become agoraphobic.

I got the wrong end of the stick reading something I wasn't suposed to and then did something really stupid and he was, rightly, livid.
I've ruined everything
Now he's coming back to talk and he's gonna go forever. I know it. I'm going to have to be a single mum

I'm so scared. Can I get a handhold please. I'm literally shaking

Don’t get upset op .

Iv done something similar today Infact gone absolute batshit via text and I can now see I overreacted and he’s probably gonna tell me to do one Once he reads it . Sigh .

Your situation sounds different tho you guys have dc etc ? And you’ve not been well. Fingers crossed for you that you sort things out and can get your meds as well

You need to explain a little more I think, in SWF a woman copied her flatmate to extreme, is that what happened, does your DP live with a female housemate?

The first thing you need to do is sort your meds out.

Can you access online prescriptions and use an online pharmacy to have them delivered to your front door? This is how mine are delivered, I've had to go back on antidepressants due to lock down.

How are you OP?
Hopefully things won’t be as catastrophic as you fear.
All you can do is apologise and explain.
Try to get your meds sorted out and organised as others have said.
Hope all goes well.

Why can't you get meds?

I would apologise and explain just how awful you feel.
If he is a long term partner he should understand how you are feeling

Own it OP... you did it you should own it...