He draws women who look nothing like me

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Found out that this guy who i really thought was interested has made hundreds of drawings of women from one specific ethnicity and body shape that is different to mine.

I was going to ask him out for a drink but then i saw his art and now im not sure if i am what he is attracted to.

Silly? I heard that artists draw their muses, what they find beautiful etc.

Oh and his ex is also of that ethnicity and body shape.

How daft!! I'm no artist but pretty sure if I was to draw it wouldn't be some greysih beard wearing chappy with long legs and an ever growing belly, however that's my other half and I can't tell you how much I am attracted to him. Every now and then I just look at him and....
Anyway
If you allow your insecurities to get in the way like this, you will be very unhappy. Work on yourself perhaps