A safe space to scream!!

[KurriKawari]

Needed somewhere to vent and scream, instead of picking up the phone and screaming at him!! How can someone spend years and years telling you they love you and want to be with, when you finally decide to give it a go and they tell you they love you more than they've ever loved anyone. And then...to where I find myself today, when instead of reassurance I get "we can still be friends." Aaaaaaaagh. And breathe! Practising everything I learnt at meditation, but also need to just shout some swear words out LOUDLY!! Anyone else want to join me?

Yes, there are a lot of very flaky people (to keep it neutral) around! I’m screaming with you.

I scream in the car on the way to work.,

Where I lived before was great, lots of fields and hills to go scream. Not so good in a city although I have no neighbours so might try it!

I scream in the car. It's great! Really releases those horrible feelings!

As for him, I assume you've been friends for a long time? Had he just got out of a relationship before getting with you? Try not to be too disheartened. Can you continue the friendship?

18 years of friendship. I told him time and time again that going from friends to being more would initially be "weird" for me, but in the end I dont think he had the patience for how slow I wanted to take it. I've got bad PMT today which doesn't help and told him to just leave me be.