Don't know when I'll be ready or if I'll ever be ready but I know whats happening is not actually ok. My head hurts, there's two big bumps, my jaw is aching so are my teeth, elbow sore from carpet burn, knee is hurting from the fall. Most of all my heart is aching from all the stress im causing my LO. In scared of losing my LO he is my life, my one true love. I sometimes wish that someone passing would hear and help. I just want a hug