I need a handhold desperately. I feel like my whole world is crumbling around me. I am 25 and have a 6 month old baby, my dh who was my world, I love him dearly, I mean in my eyes he was the one. I never once thought he would do what he's done. I found out this morning that he had been talking to a woman, receiving the most explicit and disgusting pictures and videos. When I saw them my heart broke. I don't know why I'm writing this, I just need some words of encouragement, a handhold or something. I'm so broken. 😩