We’ve been together for 2 years, living together for one. And I’m losing who I am. My partner is so angry with me 24/7, he shouts at me for absolutely no reason and calls me names, thick cunt, stupid slag, horrible cunt etc. He’s constantly threatening to break up with me and for some unknown reason I can’t lose him I’m fearful of abandonment.
We’re short of money at the moment and he doesn’t want a job, he threatens to do illegal things for money and me panicking about it I get loans out in which I’m in serious debt because of. His friends come before me, we don’t go anywhere, he’s never taken me out for anything to eat, but when it comes to his friends he’s happy to go everywhere, I’m not of any value to him - just here to cook and clean.
I’ve become so down and depressed, crying all the time and I’m constantly walking on eggshells.
I don’t even know the point of my post, I don’t want to tell family or friends cos they will go mad at him and I can’t deal with the stress. I think I’m just venting.