What to do

[LostGirl7]

13 year flawed relationship, lots of promises to improve, start again. Or, 1 year, slight flaw. Lots of love from/to both. Can you love two people simaltaneously? Or go it alone, probably forever, in light of long term depression, low self esteem, anxiety?

Step-children too, 15 and 19. Major issues with youngest, recently diagnosed with 'mild' learning difficulties, excluded from school etc. Been there since youngest was 4 months old, he calls me mum too, love both to bits. Just thinking out loudI guess.