Hello can anyone give me some advice,i have been in a relationship for 7 years i have a boy and girl 14 and 16 he is not yhe dad. We have had our ups and downs and bad patches at a bad point he was kicking me out at every row then getting back with me so i asked him if your seriouse about us lets get married he said he had to much to loose and we came in on diff boats wich has left me feeling worthless and hart broken and unsure about us as i thought i ment more to him.he has tried to make it up to me and told me i had taken it the wrong way but i cant forgive or forget and its destroying me inside i keep trying but its not working and to top it off i live in his house with nowhere to go not much money and can not get help. Do i carry on trying will this hurt ever end will i be happy again? Please help i am in tears most days.