I just don't know what to do I feel so lost

[sadandlost2019]

I don't even know how to start this thread , my head is so foggy at the moment and confused .

To put it bluntly my husband isn't the person I thought I married . He started off the most
Loving and nice person in the whole wide world and now he is completely different .

When I work nights he wakes me up the next day while I'm trying to sleep every hour for no reason what so ever , he bleeds our bank accounts dry on whatever he wants , he shows me no affection, no love , I'm walking on egg shells around him constantly because his behaviour is so un unpredictable , he's never been violent towards me but he goes in a mood over the slightest of things ,
He now refuses to work simply because he doesn't want to , therefore I have to work (I have a seven year old son with adhd and autism and a daughter who is 2). He is nasty he pokes at things that he knows upsets me . For example . I came home from work one day and said to him did you hoover the house ? And his response was "shut the F up you fat cow" literally out of nowhere for no reason what so ever !

That is just a small portion of my
Life and what I have to deal with . I don't really have any family or friends I can turn to . And I don't really know what to do . I'm so scared , upset , confused . And I just need someone to talk to

Thank you.

Xx

@sadandlost2019 I live 10 mins from Liverpool and if you want, we could meet for a coffee this week or next? It'll be like a blind date but for friends lol. You don't need to feel alone hun xx pm me if interested, I won't be offended if not :) xx

@Mrsmummy90 I've sent you a message , well at least I think it's sent ! Never sent one before on here haha ! Xx

Perfectly understandable - it can all seem so overwhelming. But you wouldn't be limiting yourself, you'd be giving yourself more options

Just do one thing today/ tomorrow. See your doctor or the police.

Make one phone call. Then you've started.

How are things OP?