Im taking my stress out on DP,

[kittylette]

and I know Im doing it but just cant stop it

too much shit is going on and its all coming out onto him.

Today I wanted my haircut and it didnt work out so Im just being horrid to him, its not his fault.

Everything seems to have merged into one big blur of frustration and sadness.

I just feel so shit.

Yknow what forget I even said that

Hes a fucking twat and he deserves it

Theres too much going on and i havent been doing as much as i should

and hes just said im lazy and the jhouse is a mess

and i told him he doesnt have to be here

and he said he does - cause if he wasnt the kids would probably die of food poisoning or catch summat from the messy house

that si BOLLOCKS, my house is perfect but its not dirty, theres alot of stuff, but weve got 2 babies - theres no dirt

Im a good fucking mum and he always says im not

im sick of it

i hate him sometimes

how can you hate some one that you love so much>?

Hes breaking my heart

i have enough going on without this

I want him to go away for the night but he wont.

breathe , kitty, breathe

No, I cant.

Ive had enough

well, everyone has days like this

you need to work things through

write a list if you need to, you are a partnership, and should be carrying any burdens together

what is it that would make a difference?