I am so sad 
I've been engaged for a while. We chose the ring together and I suppose I should have picked up he wasn't into it from the start. He never wanted to talk about planning, and whenever the topic of a wedding came up he would moan about not wanting to spend any money.
We booked a cheap registry office ceremony and didn't plan on doing anything else after, he said he didn't want to spend money on it. The other day I went to another wedding and it made me realise I want to have some sort of get together with my family.
I found a cheapish reception which could do food and disco for £2000. I told my partner and he said I would have to pay for it. I agreed and started getting excited, looking at various things online.
Today I was looking at wedding dresses and he came and said "You would look a f'ing state. You would have to get down the gym if you want to wear that." and then started saying I shouldn't waste money on a dress.
This has really upset me and made me see he doesn't actually want to get married at all. He's become much meaner to me in the last year and I've realised after that comment this was a bad decision
I told him maybe we should cancel and he said "I don't care, I didn't want to do it anyway."
I want to marry someone who loves me enough to want to marry me. It's not about the money or a party, but he doesn't want to do it at all. I now face the prospect of cancelling the registry office, and worse, having to tell my family it isn't happening. How am I going to do it without looking a complete fool?
I feel so sad as getting engaged/married should be a happy time for me but this has been so awful