I have a date tomorrow. The first one since leaving my abusive STBXH a year ago. I wasn't really looking to date, it's an old friend who I think has always had a bit of a crush on me and for the first time we are both single.
I was looking forward to it, but now it's looming I am panicking. I am unfit and flabby round the middle, my hair needs doing, I have scars on my face from STBXH's violence. What was I thinking of, agreeing to a date? I should cancel and just stay at home, look after my DCs and die single shouldn't I?